I just need to repeat this to myself and drill it into my head
I don’t want to fall out of love
Today I learnt about a family’s selfish rants
And how it drowns out a patient’s voice
It may be what you really want
But can you hear their want; their need to stop the pain?
You say that I don’t understand you
But do you really understand what they themselves go through?
Dr P I respect you so
For your ability to stay so steely strong
Amidst the cursing, accusing and complaints
Even when you meant the best, and did no wrong.
Rw is right, he really is
Under our title, we’re young and sheltered
From accusations and nasty names
From guilt and grief, from angry words.
Though I did experience this a little today
This is perhaps, a small preview, of what to expect next
Misunderstanding and heartbreak, to name a few
When the loved ones you try to help most, begin to doubt you.
Shattered into a million pieces
For the day you’ll be able to let go of your past
For the day you’ll be able to not feel guilty about leaving certain people in your past
For the day when I can stop living in shadows of these past girls
For the day you let go of your anger
I just want to go back to the times when you would just hug and kiss me and tell me that I’m your only one when I cry about these girls, and not get scolded and questioned about how I ought to not be feeling like this.
I just want to go back to the post-burn period, where the world only had you and I in it.
I hate what law school is doing to you.
Social platforms are the downfall of every relationship I swear
Heart is bleeding
Before After Christmas